It wasn't the rain that washed away Rinsed out the colours of your eyes Putting the gun down on the bedside table I must have realized; It wasn't the rain That made no difference And I could have sworn it wasn't me Yet I did it all so coldly ...almost slowly Pain for all to see Oh c'mon please now Talk to me Tell me; things I could find helpful How can I stop now... Is there nothing I can do I have lost my way I've been losing you I can still hear our screams competing You're hissing your s's like a snake Now in the mirror stands Half a man I thought no one could break It wasn't the rain That made no difference ...nervously drumming on:Run away But I want the guilt to get me Thoughts to wreck me Preying on my mind